I've noticed recently that my panic attack moments seem to have gone away. Yay! Sure, I still have moments where I semi-freak out about why I am in Toronto and what I am doing, but the moments where I break down crying have become few and far between.
I think it is because I am actually here in Toronto on the transplant list. While I was still in Springhill, I would freak out that I didn't want to move or that I didn't want anything to change. I think that I was also a lot more stressed about moving than I realized. So now that I'm here and all settled in, I have less to be stressed about...?
Okay, well maybe not but still, it feels good to be able to take a shower without becoming a bubbling mess.